After my last post, one of my brilliant and insightful friends made me realize why girls don't like me. This was a tremendous gift. It did not break my heart. I'm actually doing quite well with it. The reason girls don't like me is because I'm intense.
When I was younger, I was intense because I held on to my emotions. I did that because my emotions used to drive me. I was afraid that if I let go of my emotions, I would lose my drive. Now I know the opposite is true. I'm still intense, but now I'm just intense because I have a lot of energy.
I have a lot I want to do and I have no time to waste. A real "alpha female" gets that because she doesn't waste a minute of her time, either. That is a fact. Those of us who are on a mission have no time to fuck around. If you're wasting time in any aspect of your life, especially a relationship, then you are not being "alpha." Period. Being an alpha male, or an alpha female, means not wasting one second of your time. Real "alphas" know that. I guess we're hard to come by.
